After the Festival

My show today went GREAT! I was very proud of my band, and we had a great scenery around us. There was a river and boat behind the stage, a green lawn in front of us, and tons of people and vendors. It was a sunny day with no rain (thank God), and we had amazing burgers afterwards. The sound guy could've done a better job, but as a musician, you get used to bad sound guys. I am just glad we got through our first performance! And even though we didn't do perfectly, I am still proud of us.

With that said, I am now at home chilling all alone, still trying to recuperate from the hot sun today. I am busily posting pictures and videos of our performance, trying to stay on top of the social media game.

Even though I'm single, I feel okay with it, and I am okay with spending the rest of my Saturday alone. I already had a pretty successful day, and I am satisfied. I don't need a million people to hang out with, and I'm trying to reconstruct my friendship base anyway. You get to the point where you no longer want to hang out with certain people because they destroy your trust and they prove to you time and again that they aren't safe. Or you feel let down by people because they are continually unavailable. That's why this weekend, I am totally okay with spending time alone. And besides, I've been learning so much about God, and I am happy with just spending time with God lately. If that's what He needs to do to prepare me for my purpose, then let it be so.

On that note, I want to go talk to God about my day! Toodles! :D

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