So life has been so crazy that I almost forgot to blog. Actually, I've been avoiding the ole blog because I really didn't want to talk about what was going on, which is alot of CRAP! Anyway... Alot has been going on. God has been testing me. But... it's all good. I got a job. A temporary job for the holidays, so I'll be kept busy. I need it. A good managerial job to keep me responsible and busy. Seriously though, the past week has been rough. There have been good times, mind you, but emotionally, things have been tough with my family. Through my Recovery group, I've been learning to deal with conflict differently than how I learned in my family, and going back to a family that still practices bad habits is not good for someone recovering from those things. Talk about high stress. So I've been in a lot of deep sorrow, anger, depression, you name it. I just thank GOD that I have the geographical distance from my family, and I have an amazing group of friends here...
It's been awhile since I've made a post, mostly because I just haven't felt inspired to write. Actually, I haven't been inspired AT ALL. Things in my life are just bland right now, and I don't have enough around me to keep me motivated. Work is tiring and doesn't pay enough, I'm tired of living with my parents, and I just don't have much of a social life to keep me going. The social life I do have consists of people that I have little in common with, besides a few close friends, so the more I spend time with them, the less fulfilling I feel. I guess that's just it. I don't feel fulfilled. I feel very empty and devoid of any meaning right now. I need to be out and about. I'm a person who needs alot of excitement and adrenaline in my life, and Houston just doesn't have it for me. I need to be around people my own age who are just as adventurous and ambitious as me, who lift me up instead of tear me down, who bring out the best in ...
You attract people when you're living your best life. Men are attracted to women who are driven, who are up to big things, who are committed to their vision. Not someone who is waiting for a man to save them. Men want a woman they can convince to have a relationship with them, not when they have to "save" them. Spend time on learning a skill set. Do what you love. Reconnect with your vision personally and professionally. Spontaneous socializing. Experiment with the types you like hanging out with. More time to date and love yourself. More 'me' time. Appreciate yourself for who you are, not for who you're with. Get out of your comfort zone. Explore. Time to focus on your health. Take risks to tell people that you find them attractive. Make rejection your friend. Approach people you're attracted to and say 'hi.' Surround yourself with family and friends you love.
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