Journey of a Thousand Miles

Something I have been learning lately is how to give it all to God. I have been worrying too much about my love life and "when the heck is he gonna get here?" and the fact that I hate being single, when I could be using that energy on much more productive aspirations. So instead of fighting with God to hurry the hell up, I have decided to wave my white flag and surrender to Him. I will let Him do His work so I can focus on mine. Because that's all I really can do. And not only am I giving Him my love life, but I am handing over all areas of my life. That way, I have alot less weighing down on me throughout the day.

Written: August 12, 2008 I wrote a poem. Enjoy. Bag of Dreams If I ever get where I need to be Starting to think there's no place for me Lonesome wanderer just biding my time Standing in back to avoid the line Troubles speak through unanswered prayers Wonder aloud if there's anyone there Forgotten like an old book on the shelf Dusty, wish I could open myself Dragging my feet through guarded trails Running in circles and chasing my tail Hoping I'll learn before it's too late To die as a fool, now that I would hate Fight for a cause that I hardly know I stay 'cause I have no place else to go Do I have any reason in being here Just a waste of atoms in the atmosphere If I learn the way, only time will tell Have a bag of dreams that are up for sale Willing to bargain and make a good trade These dreams leave a stain, they'll never fade